Yesterday I made 2 cents in total earnings from my business and lost $10 trading forex. I got to a point where I couldn’t hold in my negative self-deprecating thoughts any longer. I started calling myself a worthless loser. I didn’t wake up in much better spirits today.
Just now I stumbled across a blog titled [...]

Someone asked me an interesting question yesterday. The question: “What is it you really want? To be rich or to be happy?” I started to answer but they shushed and told me not to answer straight away, to sleep on the question and then answer it soon after waking up from sleep in the morning. [...]

Imagine not being able to come up with $235 to get your bank account out of the deficit? Why would you prefer to be poor? No one would prefer to be poor. It’s depressing being poor. My first words to myself most mornings when I wake up are “you can’t kill yourself”. The significance of [...]

Go to sleep depressed about money. Wake up depressed about money. Go through the day depressed about money. Forever and a day thinking about ways to make  money. Can’t be happy for lack of financial security. SO GET A JOB!! But it’s not even the money that’s the problem. The lack of money creates some [...]

The San Juans? Never heard of them. Until a moment ago. It’s friday. Another Friday. Another day. Friday harbour sounds interesting. A ride on a ferry would be different. A ride on the Friday Harbor Ferry? Sigh…. Maybe Washington State is the place for me. Never considered it; but still wondering where I belong. Been [...]

It’s pretty hard to work for nothing. I’ve been doing it for a year. Working 17 hours per day 7 days per week only to turn around and have to sell my websites for $600 so I can get my rent paid. When you do the Math, after working on a website for 12 months [...]